
her figure’s amazing but is it bad that i think its still too big? well for me anyway..
so i managed to portion and hold off all day untill tonight, i thought as id done great throughout the day 1 sweet would be okay why did you even think about eating 1 but 1 turned into 2 then 3 and before i know it ive eaten half the fucking packet! why WHY am i such a fat pig i fucking hate my self right now. when everyones gone to bed im gunna purge i know its probably too late and ive already consumed the calories but idc then im gunna do a fuck load of home workout videos and wont go to bed till i feel like its all gone, then i shall be up at half 7 to do half an hour of swimming and try my best not to eat tomorrow. why are you such a fat fuck?!
Nothing feels greater than that moment you step on the scale to see you’ve lost weight, but at this weight i feel like i should be smaller but this is me so i guess it makes sense im still a whale and more needs to be gone, the number has to shrink ineedtobesomuchsmaller.